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Parents are really helpful not only to their children but also from other kids. Sometimes I learned a lot from other parents like from my friend’s parent or even a parent from other person who I don’t know personally. I also found out that not all parents are the same, not all parents have the same purpose to their children and not all parents love their children. Why do I say so? I don’t know if I’m right but I will say my point of view because that’s what I see from my parents. Sometimes I don’t feel that I don’t belong in this family. Most of the time that I feel hurt my parents don’t know it or should I say my parents cannot notice that I’m hurt or sad because I don’t say so. I thought parents know who their children are how come my parents still don’t who I am for almost 18 years? Every time I have a problem, I can’t tell them because they aren’t interested to hear it and they won’t even say a single word or a piece of advice that may help. That’s why I kept all of my problems inside my heart and if I couldn’t take it anymore I always seek God for help. My parents don’t have any plans for me or for my future and they aren’t proud of me because I stopped studying. They can’t even see my efforts. I don’t understand, I’m their only child but they didn’t showed how much they love me. They don’t even taught me how to love I just found it out by myself. I’m not mad at them actually, I’m just confused. I envy some of my friends who have very supportive parents. But I still love my parents; I have a lot of plans for them in the future. I am hurt when ever I see them crying or suffering in pain that I wish I could give them all the things that they want and all the happiness in the world. I hope they know how much I love them even though I don’t say the word “I love you” everyday. Maybe it’s my fault anyway. What do you think?
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